Wednesday, August 1, 2007
Mood = Weather
After I move out from my house, my mood are so moody, but definitely not because of cant' handle my things on my own. Just that I am sad for everything that happened on me.Lately the rain was pouring like in the monsoon season. But monsoon season was not here yet. It was raining everyday. And now I am having flu and cough.BAD!!! I am feeling depress and moody. But you know like everyone says everyday starts with a smile. And I am trying that, it works out not bad.Everything that falls upon me is not what I wanted to happen. But when I heard my employer says to my collegues during lunch was, " Anna life are so colourful*LOL*!!". You can guess how piss off I am.MOTHER!!! As if everything that happens in my family I really wanted. Abnormal family relationship, not close related to my father, sister feel not like a part of the family and lastly my brother being robbed by a robber. Is this what I wanted??? If I no need to let them know all of this and I can take leave, definitely I won't be choosing to tell them actually what happen in my family.I am so sad that in this year bad things keep on falling on me non-stop. Is this the way the GOD test my endurance or it is just that I am not tough enough. I know that complaining in life won't help you to solve problem but at least I can express what deep down inside in my heart I feel about it.I do believe that in this world there are none out there wanted something bad to happen to the family to get attention of outsiders. But anyway, through all these obstacles, I know I will stand up and still fight for the life that I wanted to have.Thanks for all the care that my friend have given. ;)
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hello my dear anna..
i am sorry to "read" about yur employer jokingly describe about yur life. in fact, i am sad to read that part. :(
i am also sorry to find out so many things happened to yuu lately. yuu know, everytime i read yur blog also i will get shocked (lately) about what happened.
however, i am happy to read about how strong and tough yuu are and yur optimisticism. :)
I hope that no matter what happens to both of us, we will cheer up ourselves and get through it together or alone also doesn't matter.
So cheer up and bring a smile everytime the sun rises.
I also hope that you will get through your problems because everyone have their own problems. Don't worry my friend, right until now I am very optimistic yet. So when I don't I hope you will borrow you ears to me to listen and bear when I really had to cry that time. Cheerz. ;P
my dear anna..
though i may seems like very busy and hard to reach, but i am ready and always willing to lend my ears to yuu even if yuu ring me up at the middle of the night.
cheers~! ;)
Thanks my dear. I appreciate that you are willing to do that for me. ^^ And I am very happy. ;)
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