Admiration

One of Ah Wah friend announce that they are going to get married in December this year. I just don't know why somehow whenever I heard one by one his friend get married, everytime when they announced it out I have a feeling of jealousy or admiration. Even myself also not sure what was that feeling all about. I just feel so uncomfortable.

And this time, his friend have been dating the girlfriend for only one year plus and now they already announce that they are getting married. What is this feeling that keep on making me feel like I am so left out. I should be very happy that one of his friend have already found the other half to spend the life time together.

I am not sure whether is it every women dreams to dress in wedding gown but I am definitely dreaming of that day to come where I was treated like a princess and for the whole day, I will be dressing so beautifully. I really hope that my wedding day will be the most special day of my life.

But I really feel that if they have been dating for only one year and more, how will they know that they can tolerate each other so much. Because for the starting in relationship, both parties can tolerate each other so much that they don't feel any uneasiness. But when the relationship getting older and older, something might not be the same again anymore. By that time, you will feel like he doesn't love that much because the things that he can tolerate seems like he cannot tolerate anymore, is it because he doesn't love that much anymore. Maybe I am just thinking too much. I think I must really congratulate them and wish them to have ever lasting love. ^^

Just hope that when my wedding day have arrive, everything will go on as smoothly as can be..