Breakfast for Hubby

Finally, I am settled with my wedding stuff. Will be posting wedding entries in the next entry.

Today is the first day I am making breakfast for my lovely hubby. A simple breakfast that I know. The first one is 1 half-boiled egg. A bit too cook. That egg nearly transformed to a hard-boiled egg. I thought it is too cook. So I peeled the egg like peeling hard-boiled egg. Mana tau, half way peeling that time, the egg yolk flowing out. OMG!!! Then only I know, it is still half-boiled just that a bit too hard. (Don't know how to explain this)

Then one cup of white coffee. Intend to make milo shake ice for him. But can't find milo in his house. What to do? I can only see the pure white coffee that I bought from Penang. So just substitute with that one.

The last thing is I steam a 'One Not Enough Bread' with kaya and butter. This one I screwed it also. Because when I am cutting the bread open. It is not parallel at all. But still edible.

Am looking for recipe like mee soup or easy to prepare rice or mee for breakfast... Any suggestion?

All thought all 3 items that I prepared for his breakfast seems like not perfect but he still say he is satisfied. ;)

22nd June 2008

My mother will be pampered today. For her birthday, we (my sister and me) bring my mother to take personal studio shoot. Hope that she likes it. When I saw her so amazingly looking at my aunt personal studio photo on Chinese New Year, I knew that she wanted to have the personal studio photo but she just won’t pamper herself like what I do everytime. She think and think and think non-stop until she really feels that she really needs that thing to be done then she only will pay for it. Since me and my sister was thinking of buying a handphone for her, then might as well just give her the studio photo session as her present for this year birthday.
At first when she heard about her birthday present, she just said that why we need to waste such a money to give her this surprise. But today when I saw her reaching the studio, I can tell that she was really really happy. I am glad that both me and my sister gave her such a present. ^^

My father and my brother also thinks that my mother and me looks alike. What do you think?

Detoxification

I wanted to detoxy my body so badly. I want to reduce my body weight. Now every night I eat less rice and less meat but more vegetables and fruits. I even tried to eat grapefruit before. But I read articles that women that are going to menopause if ate too much grapefruit might prone to have breast/cervical cancer. I can't remember is breast/cervical cancer. So I chose not to eat grapefruit that often. Once a while is ok for me. Last time I used to have nasi lemak as breakfast like 2-3 times a week. But now I ate maybe once in 2-3 weeks. Should say once in a blue moon. Now I eat wholemeal bread for breakfast. Or if I am at mama sayang eating lunch then I will order to eat brown rice. Recently I weight myself on the weighing scale that my sister bought. The lightest of me that I have seen before is 52.3kg. Previously when my boss says I am fat that time, I am 54.8kg fat. OMG!!! We gain weight easily but hard to lose weight. *Sob* I am trying to lose weight until 50kg. Not sure whether is that possible. Don't know whether is it good to reduce until like last time. Because Ah Wah don't like me too skinny. He said now me is the best body line. Except for the tummy. Have to work out the tummy.

Yesterday I went to pharmacy to buy detox tea. I found this Natural clenx tea from NH Detox Slim. OMG!!!! After I tried the tea, I found out the taste quite weird. Then I go through theoackaging again only I know that it is a organic product. Ewww...Today 8 in the morning, my stomach wake me up. It really works. Next time I will post the result of this detoxification.

Life is precious

Since I was small everytime I feels that I am an unlucky girl. WHY??? I also cannot explain why because since small I think a lot before I do or even after I do something. I am scared of everything. I scared get scolded, I scared get bitten, I scared of stitching, scared of bleeding, scared of pain, and the last but not least I am really SCARED of die......

I still can remember fresh in my mind that there is once I was alone in the living area when I was still 7 years old. No one there but my grandma was in the kitchen. I was thinking if in this world there is no god. There is no karma. Then what happens when a person dies. Do they go to heaven or hell or they will go to the bridge where they will drink this soup that makes them forget everything about the past and rebirth again maybe to be human or animal depends on their deeds. I know and everyone knows that I am Christian and I shouldn't think this way. But I really can't help it. If can I really hope that I can think like normal person. Sometimes I tell Ah Wah that I think I really need to see psychiatrist. I am scared that when I die every memory and the things that I do will be gone forever. Althought when you read this you won't feel that it is horrible and something to be afraid of. But I really can't stop myself from thinking this. I have been thinking this thing from 7 years old until now. Until recently when after my wedding reception, the fear has increase more and more. I am really afraid especially during bedtime that is the time when I have most time to think about it. I can't sleep everytime I think of this. Now I am already 23 years old. How many more years that I still have??? When I am typing this I can feel that I am starting to think of that problem again. *Sigh* I do really hope there is an end for this thing.

My Hamster

Its been so long since the last time I update my blog. I feel lazy and have no urge to update my blog at all. ^^

This is the third times my hamster actually gave birth.

For the first time, my hamster gave birth to 5 but only 2 survive. I feel so nervous and scared that I can't take good care of them. Because they seem so small and fragile to me. So I took some time to research on my hamster type and how they breed. Their nature. Some hamster after they breed, we must separate the male and female because the male will bite or eat their children. So for the first day I separated my male hamster away from the children and female. But under my supervision, the male became berserked and wild. It makes weird noise and wanted to bite us. I feel so weird with his behaviour. I put the male back into the female cage because it seems like the male wanted to be with the his family. When I put back the male with the family, everything seems to gone back to normal. The next day when I read the article about my hamster type. I am relieved that I put back the male into the cage to be with the children and wife because my hamster type will not eat his children instead it will help to take care the children when the female is busy. But I made a big mistake, I change their cage which is not advisable because if the parents feel that the cage smells differently then they might become wild and bite their children. Fortunately, my hamster was quite tame. Nothing happens. Within the period where the baby hamster was born until they open their eyes and move around the cage, I observed them everyday. They was born naked (without fur) like salamander. No eyes nothing. Here is the picture of them.

Then slowly their skin turn darker and darker. After that they starts to have tiny little black fur on top of their body and white fur underneath. The next thing is they start to have ears and eyelids. The last was they opened their eyes. ^^ The first batch of baby hamster I gave it to my younger sister, Celina. She wanted so badly. But on the first day under her care, she actually drop the baby hamster to the floor on a human standing heights. The hamster can't move. And she thought the hamster was dead but after a while she can still see the hamster breathing. My sister can't eat and she even cried for 2 days because she feel guilty. But after that the hamster can move and eat but depends only on the front legs. I think the back legs was lame already. Not sure because I haven't seen the baby hamster since I gave it to her.

The second time, my hamster gave birth to 3 and died 1. And now they are healthy and naughty waiting my auntie to adopt them.

This time is the third time. She gave birth to 7 but died 3. So now in the cage I have 4 babies and 2 adults hamsters. Anyone wants to ADOPT HAMSTER FOC??? You can let me know. Because I don't need so many hamster. *Sob*

This is the hamster backside. Doesn't allow me to take photo.

Nah!!!I got her.... Cute mar? This is when she open her eyes for 2 days already.

Can You Keep A Secret by Sophie Kinsella

I have already finished reading this book yesterday. Only two days that I used. I myself also can't believe it. Yesterday I have nothing to do at home, since the story I would like to know what happen next. I just keep reading and keep reading until I realise that from morning I read until evening. I just love to read romantic love stories. Even though sometimes we know that this kind of novel is only imagination but somehow I do really believe in fate. Because without fate I wouldn't know Ah Wah. ;)

This book is about a lady, she have secret from the parents, that is how she lost her virginity. Secret from her colleagues, secret from her best friend and even her boyfriend. Not only her, I think even we ourselves also have our own little secret that we keep it to ourselves, rite? So one day, she actually talk all these secrets to one stranger on a plane when she thought that the plane was going to crash. But later she found out that the stranger that she talk to is the founder of the company she is working in. The story after she found out that the stranger that she talk to on the plane was not a stranger was really interesting. How the founder of the company date her? Maybe I will be interested in these kind of stories. I love romantic stories.

So the rating for this book is GOOD. The story line is interesting. It just make me can't stop reading it. But some people in the forum comments the book as stupid. But who cares, as long as I love to read it.

Mr. Universe

Have you heard of Mr. Universe? But now it is not Mr. Universe in my company...It is Mr. Handsome in my company..In my company there is only one guy working here that Alvin. But he is not included in this competition. This competition is only for the gals working in my office. Oh no!!! Don't get me wrong. The competition os for the gal but the main one is for the girls' boyfriend in my office to compete. In my office there is four girls(including me).

Here is the picture of their boyfriend:-

This is Darren. Hui Hui's boyfriend.

This is Kui Por. Chia Chern's boyfriend.

This is Shang. Pik Lin's boyfriend.

And last but not least..Ah Wah(my husband) ;)

And guess who win my boss heart in the Mr. Handsome in my office.

The first prize goes to Mr. Shang.......

Secondly goes to Kui Por.....

And tie goes to Ah Wah and Darren.

Don't worry, in my heart Ah Wah is the best. ;P

MPH Stock Clearance

I received a sms from Digi that MPH is having a clearance stock at Dewan D'Kelana. I am definitely going because I was planning to buy some story books. That day I went to MPH with Shui Fen and take photo of the books that I wanted to read. But in the end I can't find the books that I wanted to read.

This is the book that I had bought:-

Title: The Princess Diaries I by Meg Cabot

Title: Can you keep a SECRET? by Sophie Kinsella ( I am reading this book now)

Title: The Secret Dreamworld of A Shopaholic by Sophie Kinsella

Title: Thanks for the Memories by Cecelia Ahern (This is the most beautiful book in 5 books that I have bought)

Title: PS I Love You by Cecelia Ahern(Shui Fen, I know you said that this book are not as interesting as what you think. Maybe I might like to read this book) ;)

I have bought 5 story books. It will need sometime to finish them all. ;P

Leave or Not

I am having a real headache now. Not sure to leave or not to leave. My boss had already transfer the company share to the daughter. So the company that I am working now, the main boss is the daughter not my boss anymore. So my boss was thinking to open a new real estate management that is really different from my current company. My boss was thinking of getting me to work for him in his new company as his secretary. I am really interested because all this while I have wanted to change a new job badly due to my current job have nothing more for me to learn. I am repeating the work everyday. I am kinda bored. Last year, I have signed up for a part-time course for senior secretary or PA. But I give up because Stamford College can't get enough student to start class and I have waited too long. So I cancelled my course and get back my money. Even though now I have no certificate but my boss still is willing to take me as his secretary. What I was thinking was,"Why not." This is such a good opportunity that I can't get in other company.

The real headache was, I am scared that my boss and his daughter will argue very big. But I think everyone must be selfish for their own privileges. I have already made my decision is to leave my current company and follow my boss to his new company. ;)

I just hope that everything will be going smoothly.

Pre-Wedding Photo Shoot

5th April 2008 was a day that I will remember. I will be taking photo with my future husband. You know what I mean rite? Wedding photo is too important for us (woman). This is the time where we can make ourself pretty yet no people will scold us. I ate breakfast with Ah Wah at 9++ in the morning. After our breakfast, we went to the bridal house. When we reach there, its 10.45am but no one is there and the shop is not open yet. So we waited for 15 minutes. They are really punctual. They reach there 11am. And we went in. The first thing we do is to go toilet because the studio is upstairs. I put on makeup roughly for one hour. Then we change our first outfit that is evening gown. Then the second one we change outdoor clothes. Because these few days have been raining so we better go out early to prevent raining during our photo shoot. And half way of our photo session, the rain started to pour. We have no choice but to go back studio. And the most happy things is that the gown that can't alter previously I can't zip all up during my trying session. But the girl said although can't alter but still can take photo with this gown because we can zip until the limit then just leave it like that. They will take photo from the front only but not from the back. Surprisingly, all the gowns that I wear that day fits me totally. ;) The most happiest moments. That means I am slimmer. You can go to the below website to view the 9 pieces of gown that I take photos of that day.

http://www.mywedding.com/wahanna

Nail Extention

4th April 2008- I made an appointment to have an acrylic nail extention at Centre Point. I heard from my colleague, Alvin that this nail parlour did a great job for nail colouring and etc. So since I don't know any good nail parlour so I have no choice but to go to this one to try. When I was going to this place, I totally have no idea where the shop is. So in the morning on my way there, I called Alvin to direct me there. And I don't know whether is Alvin good in directing people or I am good in listening to people instruction.... I did not get lost and straightly reach the place without need to U-turn. Haha ;P I am happy that I reach that place just in time. But the funny thing is when I reach there I don't where that shop is located. Which floor and where? So finally i gave up looking for it. I made a phone call to the shop to ask where the shop is. And aha finally I found it.

I can't take a clear picture of how my nails turn out. This is the only result that I get.

I just can't get used to it when the do the pedicure for me. It's like people are cleaning my leg although it really feels nice. I think this really is the first time I can enjoy things like this. Its like once in a lifetime thing.

This one was taken in my office using my colleague camera. I think this one looks clearer. But that time the nail don't look that nice already. Anyway, I take the picture for my rememberance purpose.

Homemade Fruit Cake

7th March 2008, Since on the Chap Goh Mei that time when we made the fruit cake my sister have not eaten the fruit cake that we made, so my brother wanted to made one for her and her friend from Singapore. We made the second fruit cake. The taste was not bad but the fruit that we chose is a bit sour made the fruit cake not that perfect.

But the look of this fruit cake looks more tasty than the previous one rite? Haha ;)

Fruit Cake

On Chap Goh Mei, I did not went to any lake to see people throwing mandarin instead my brother suggested to make fruit cakes which last time I did before. It is for my brother's friend farewell cake. We might not make as nice as the cake shops but I think the taste not bad. On that night after work, we wanted to have a simple dinner but then my mother called and said that daddy wanted to have dinner with us(me, Ah Wah and korkor). So we went to Desa Petaling to have dinner with my mother, daddy, aunty, brother and sister. That dinner took so long to be ready. When we finished our dinner it was like 9.10pm. I am afraid that we won't make it that night because we still have not bought the ingredients yet. We rush to Mid Valley hopefully we can buy all the ingredients that I wanted.

The first supermarket that came to my mind is Carrefour. We bought everything that we need there except for the most important one that is ovalette (sponge cake stabilizer). We have no choice but to ran to Jaya Jusco to see whether they have that or not. Luckily they got sell if not don't know what have become to the cake. Although the steps to make the cake looks simple. If you do not have experience you will have hard to time to figure out what to do next. So I am the instructor and I have 2 assistant that is Ah Wah and korkor. The first step is we bake the sponge cake first then only we cook the custard. We pour the custard onto the cake then finally the fruits arrangement and then at the end is the jelly topping. It was not easy yet not very hard. This time we did a very successful cake. Image as below. And the taste is nice not too sweet. ;)

MP4 Player

On my Valentine's Day this year, me and Ah Wah did not have any special dinner. But both of us took the money that we wanted to spend on dinner to buy a MP4 Player. On that special day both of us went to Low Yat Plaza to have a browse on which model we like. we bought one "STORM" MP4 Player. But went back, there is some error. So we took back to the office and change for a new one. But I do not wanted that model anymore because it is quite new model so they do not know got any problem or not. So I took another model. Not bad. It have camera also. Although not as good as digital camera but better than my phone camera.

Mickey Mouse

Today my roborovski hamster died. There goes both of them. I really felt guilty and bad on how I treat my hamster. I am really sorry that I neglected you. My hamster died of dehydration(thirsty). When I found out that it is dead I am still wondering how come so suddenly die wan? Because the tray there got plenty of food. But when I saw that there was no water in the water bottle. Then I felt so sad for my hamster. I am really a bad master. I wanted to get a new pair of hamster that I can bring it out to play with because the previous pair of hamster, they are too hyper active if they ran away I won't be able to catch them back. I wanted to get a new pair that is more decent and cute. But I am not sure whether wanted to get a new pair or not because I am afraid that I will neglect them again. Sigh. I am really really sorry for not taking good care of both of you. Gomen. :(

Am I that fat?

Do I looks like 70kg?

I am really sad when today during lunch my boss said I am 70kg. What the? Anyhow see also doesn't seems like 70kg. I know I have gain weight. But not that serious. I already gain from 50kg to 53.8kg. My uncle weight for me yesterday in his clinic. Digital somemore. Should be more accurate right. I just couldn't believe how I can gain such a weight. I try to slim down but to no success in it. Now I am skipping my breakfast because last time studying I can't eat breakfast early in the morning. So now I skip my breakfast. But people said breakfast is the most important meal for the whole day. But I can't skip lunch nor dinner so I sacrifice my breakfast. ;)

My uncle somemore said I am underweight. He ask me to gain more weight to be healthy. OMG!!! Gain somemore I will be crying leh. I think I need to do more exercise such as jogging, sit up or playing badminton and etc. What do you say?

Story Books

I have already finished reading the book "One for My Baby" by Tony Parson for like 2 months already. I wanted to get a new story book but I just don't know what books to go after. I would like to search for books that contain love stories or romance but just don't want those sexual description. Any recommendation? Have no idea what kind of books to get hold of? Reading story books can really improve myself. This is what I think. Last time when studying I don't think I am that keen to read story books but now I think I am more keen to find something to read.

One Year Anniversary

Happy Belated Birthday to my blog.....

Hehe forgot totally about it. The actual day supposely on 25th January because I have not touch my blog for quite sometime already.

I feel really sorry. Gomenasai.

Tanjoubi Omedetou (Don't know how to spell, something like that I suppose so)

Today's Entry

Hmmm... I think it is not a good day. Early in the morning, I wake up at 8am to go to work. In the toilet, I roll a toilet paper into smaller size so that I can sqeeze it into my nostrils. And guess what, my left nostril is bleeding. This is not the first time it happens. Last time my left nostril bleed but actually it never stop bleeding. It is not like those movie, the nose bleeding so seriously. My nostril is bleeding innerly. And every morning the same thing. Blood inside my nostrils. Then one month back, until my right nostril bleeding but the left nostril did not bleed. But this month until my left hand side. You must be thinking...why so many problems de your nose? Haha.... Those friends that is close to me, they actually know that I can't sleep in air-cond room. If not my nose will have difficulties in breathing. So I took MC today. I called Shui Fen thought of can chat with her and she also can accompany me to my uncle clinic but unfortunately she have class today until 5pm. But its okie, I can manage to go to my uncle's clinic on my own. Just that scared of lonely. ;P

Okie finish with my nostril now another thing that happens today. After I came out of my uncle clinic, my colleague called me on my handphone and told me that my office being broken into. But actually cannot say broken into. The thing about my office is we have a grill door and a wooden door. Normally if we are in the office, we lock the grill door and the wooden door left unlock. The purpose is when despatch came to our office to deliver documents, they can squeeze the documents thru the grill and we do not need to open door for them to come in. For our safety purpose. And for our easiness, actually there is a key on the tray for us. When my colleague went out for lunch, they lock the grill door only left the wooden door unlock. The reason is because most of the staff do not have the wooden door key. I don't know whether this is the management problem or really our staff problem. When my collegue left for lunch at 1pm with my boss, a burglar came in and stole 2 cameras, one infrared distance detector(i think this is how they call it) and my drawer RM22. Sob sob my money. Damn it. And when my boss came back together with my colleagues found out that all our office desk drawer left unclose. Then he straightly said my collegue why she did not close the wooden door. Normally he is there seeing us lock the door, he did not advise us to lock the wooden door. When got something unfortunate happen that time, then only scold. But anyway I believe it is easy for us to catch the burglar because my office is equipped with CCTV. And only despatch boy that came to my office before only will know that we have a key on the tray that he can reach.

When came to say about my boss, I am very tulan with him leh. Every month we have to submit government service tax. So last month, the dateline to submit the government service tax is on 28th of every month. From early of the month, I have to check so many reports, bind and even send it out. I really have no time to do other things. On the 25th January, only I have free time to prepare the GST(government service tax). So I rushed to complete it before 28th so that I can submit on that day itself. 28th falls on Monday. So on the 26th January falls on Satuday. And that day, we work only half-day. So I still have a bit before I complete the form. On Monday I came to office at 7.30am but the office still close. Because I thought that office will open early because on Monday, Wednesday & Friday, we have cleaner that came early to clean the office. So when I went there, the office was close. So I went to my mother house to wait. And I message my boss that I need him to open the office for me to complete the GST. You know what he message me that time is 8.40am. And by the time he sms me, I already driving from my mother house to office. And the terrific part is I reach there earlier than him. That means no need to wait him larh. That is already office hour leh. That day afternoon he have meeting so he have to go meeting and won't be able to sign the cheque. And on Friday I call the kastam department, the staff there said that on Monday they will open until 10pm that day. Then I told my boss that. Then on Monday, he ask me are you sure the kastam office open until 10pm at night. So to make sure I call again, and this time the girl said the counter close at 3.45pm. And that time my watch shows 3pm. So I message him. And when he rush to office 3.10pm. He scold me what you know.

• How come you said the kastam office open until 10pm and now you said the cashier counter close at 3.45pm?
  Eh... It is not my problem okie. The first time I ask that guy say 10pm mar then later that bitch says until 3.45pm. And later when I reach the kastam office, there is a notice written there that day they open until 10pm. Mother. My boss when he read the notice then he says how come just now you didn't ask them properly. You must tell them that day some guy says open until 10pm mar. If really later they confirm is 10pm close. Will he risk the money? Because if late payment will get a fine of 10% of the GST.
• Next time you have to find some time to complete the GST before 28th.
  It is not I wanted to drag until reach dateline only do. It is that his daugther said that the report must send out by when and when. So you thought 2 admin clerk can do how many works. Somemore they raise valuer salary by RM300 and we admin clerk by RM200. Why the difference? We are not hardworking enough mar? Somemore valuer they can so their own things when doing inspection also what....who knows.
• You definitely can do GST in between your works.
  Hello...he have not done it before definitely is easy for him to say so lorh. If I do half way and stop there, then I don't know where I stop. I have to find out where I stop only I can start. That is a waste of time. I don't like to do two times work.

I am just expressing my opinion here. I just sometimes felt uncomfortable but I meant no harm here. Just expressing nothing much. And I am those type of people expressing is the way to release my anger. ;)

But I know that my current employer are really good employer but no doubt human are ain't 100% perfect. If I have any problems, they are willingly to help us out. Just that because it is a family company sometimes family politics is in the office environment. You know something like my boss ask me to do this but the daughter ask me to do other things. And which one will you do first. Both also URGENT. But I am really fortunate to be able to work in this company. Less stress and good colleagues where else other place will have those with golden finger. Just to express what I am not happy with only. Pros and cons working in this company.

Rainy days had never leave me alone

All I always thought is that I have already found what I wanted. But when everytime the samething happened, I feel like I am at the end of the world. I am really taking the wrong turn. I really don't know. If the moment I know I took the wrong turn, I will never be able to make a U-turn. This is a moment where I went out of the house without an umbrella. An unpredictable heavy stormy rain pours down on me. Now I am all soakly wet. I just lost my direction don't know where to search for my shelter. I turn left and right but just couldn't find the right way to go. Where should I go to? Finally someone brought an umbrella to me. And now everything was alright. I just don't wish the rainy days are still following me. The rainy days in my heart. ;) Are they still following me wherever I go?

Ah Wah Mother's Birthday

On 6th January 2008, I cancelled my piano class just to accompany Ah Wah family to Kuala Selangor(my hometown) to eat seafood. Although his mother actual birthdate is on 8th January 2008. We celebrate earlier with her because that day was a Sunday when everybody is not working. Everyone also know that eating seafood in Kuala Selangor is cheap and fresh. So it is a favourite spot for those seafood lover. So we start our journey at 11am. And before we start our engine, Ah Wah's younger sister called and said that it will be much more nearer if we use Klang to go Kuala Selangor. I am really hurt when my car went thru all those potholes in Klang. That is not a good idea to use Klang road. Although it will be much more nearer that way. A tired and boring day. Just not much things to do in Kuala Selangor. But if we go at night, we can go to see fireflies at night. RM40 per boat and can fit in 4 people. So that means 1 person=RM10. Not really expensive though. But Ah Wah family said if eat dinner there that means at 4pm they have to start their journey there to have dinner there. What is the problem? Anyway its up to them. I think I will go to watch fireflies with my family next time. We have our lunch there then went back. OMG!!!!Go so far just to have one single lunch. RIDICULOUS....

Dark & Heavy Clouds Above Me

13th January 2007-Last Sunday, don't know what happen to me. SUPER DUPER BAD LUCK..... I drive my brother car and had accident, heavy rain that day, the umbrella spoil, reach my mother house-no electricity, the electricity was cause by one big tree fallen on the electric wire hanging on the electric pole, at night went out with my mother-my mother car broke down half way at the Federal Highway...Sigh...Being scold by Ah Wah at night due to the car accident. Because need RM600++ to mend the car. ;( Not happy and bad mood.